Sunday, 13 January 2013

CRAZY



Assalamualaikum.

Hello :)

Last post was crazy, utterly insane. I would never on earth would go on and tell strangers and friends about the shameful things that burdens me through out  the years I've been breathing. BUT THAT'S THE THING, it makes you much more stronger, confident in who you are. Though my attitude has never change, yet, but at least I'm trying to be a much better person than yesterday. Nobody changes instantly, I'm still the annoying self but I don't care. I'm controlling it.  I'm thinking of others first, what they'll say, think of and blah blah. Progress takes time babe, it'll be worth it :)

Form three?

PMR. Wat? I think it's just a waste of time. we're going to start working after SPM right? If we flunk PMR it's not going to hurt us anyways. We would try harder to redeem it in SPM. It's SPM that decides your future. But, having straight A's in PMR is a blessing, if we don't what can we do? We'll try harder, show to the world what we're capable off. I don't want to leave SMKBBS after PMR. I love everybody there, either teachers, friends (girls and boys) even though they still get my name wrong whateverla but I love them. I feel so welcomed there. 

I have dreams. Wild dreams. Maybe dreams that won't even happen, but I'm a dreamer. Piss off if you don't believe in dreams. It's what makes me work harder to achieve it. Let this loser dream, at least she's hoping for the best. 

Anyways, I'm always happy for anybody. I may feel dengki, but that's natural. I'm still happy for anybody. Even if we share the same crush, I'm still happy for that person. IT'S THE FUTURE WHAT MATTERS THE MOST. Don't go fighting over an ugly boy, what a waste of time la... :)

WHAT WE ALL WANT IN LIFE IS TO TRAVEL, FALL IN LOVE AND BE HAPPY :)

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