Wednesday, 18 September 2013

13 days.

In thirteen days I will take the second test of my life. In thirteen days I will show them how far I've come. In thirteen days I will take back all the mistakes I've made in the past. In thirteen days I want to make them proud.

But after these thirteen days I don't want to forget all the great moments I've lived. I don't want them to forget the first times and the moments to be continued. I want it to stay the same. I enjoy every second of it and I'm taking my time to cherish it.

And I hope that within this thirteen days, Allah will help me. I feel like crumbling and I don't know what is going on with me. Mostly I'm confident but now I'm just scared. It was the very first time I did something without determination and I felt weak. And it showed in the results recently. I feel sad and I don't want it to continue within this thirteen days.

I don't want to forget anything. Even after the thirteen days are over, I don't want to miss anything out.

I guess some don't get what I mean in this post. It's okay. It relaxes me. I'm just praying for Allah's help. I feel so out of reach. Help me.

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